Thursday, July 7, 2011

Dear Liam

To my baby boy:
Dear Liam,
A few days ago, your daddy and I found out that you are a boy but I always knew that you were a boy. I was so sure that I even called you "he" when you were too little for the doctor to tell. I cant tell you how much you have already changed me. From the moment I found out I was pregnant, my life hasnt been the same. I will never forget that day. Your daddy and I were so happy. The doctors all told me it would be dangerous for me to have you because of my diabetes but I wasnt going to give you up. I have always wanted you. I've never been able to decided what career I wanted for myself but I've always known that I wanted to be your mommy.  I love you more than you can possibly know and I am so excited to finally meet you. You are not going to be able to meet your daddy until you are a couple months old because he is going to be deployed but know that your daddy loves you and he is so sad that he isnt going to be there with us. Dont worry, my little prince, your mommy is tough enough to handle this and I can already tell that your a little fighter. There are so many things that you could have gone wrong because of my disease and you are a perfect little boy. You were strong enough to overcome all of that and together we will get through daddy being gone. Always remember that daddy has to leave now so that we can have a better life when you're older. I love you, my sweet boy and I am counting the weeks until I can finally see your face.
Love,
Mommy


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